Going To Hell

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Christina ♎
22 years young.
In the process of getting sober.
That's all.

Anonymous asked: Still mess around with music?


Answer:

Of course, but right now my main focus is getting and staying sober.

— 4 weeks ago
Off to rehab.

Goodbye to everyone for a little while. I’ve finally hit my bottom and will be heading into detox/rehab tomorrow.

I will not have access to my cell phone or internet while I’m there so if you would like to be my pen pal while I’m there please send me a message with your address so I can write it down and send you letters while I’m away. Thank you to everyone who has supported me through this time of my life. Hopefully in a month or so I’ll be back clean, sober, heathy, and serene.

This is the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make but I know I have to do this before I end up insane, in jail, or dead. Again, thanks so much to everyone who has supported me. It is really and truly appreciated. Every little message or ask I get with encouragement really does help. I love you all. I’ll miss you but I know I’ve gotta do this to save my life.

Sigh.

— 1 month ago with 8 notes

Omg. My dreams last night. I can’t stop thinking about it. You were there. Everything was back to normal again and you told me you’d stay forever. I woke up alone and now I’m just depressed.

Fucking a. Dreams. Stop it.

— 1 month ago with 1 note

This room is like a prison cell, I’m all by myself
I’m waiting for my friend to come and break me out.

You left me today, lyin’ on the floor
I wanted you to stay, seems you wanted more.
This bed is like a prison cell ‘cause I’m all by myself.
Still waiting for my friend to come and break me out.

— 1 month ago
AND YOU FLASHBACK TO WHEN HE SAID “FOREVER AND ALWAYS”
You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so.

AND YOU FLASHBACK TO WHEN HE SAID “FOREVER AND ALWAYS”
You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so.

(Source: hannahallyn)

— 1 month ago with 126 notes
"Can I call you? I miss the sound of your voice."
(via piiss)

(Source: whereoursoulmeetsbody, via kmkween)

— 1 month ago with 269891 notes
"

I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

"
(via mesonoxxxian)

I can’t fucking reblog this enough (via blackdaze)

(Source: hazelhirao, via blackdaze)

— 1 month ago with 837340 notes

ashleyintransit:

Alcohol
Cigarettes
Cocaine and pills

We age
Our tastes refine
The dark, gritty chemicals become cravings
We adjust to toxins
Growing up

— 1 month ago with 3 notes
I need to get away.

I need to get away.

(Source: orgasm, via lovemetoinfinity)

— 1 month ago with 49180 notes