"I guess this is what it’s supposed to feel like, when we don’t talk anymore"
"Don’t stress the could haves, if it should have, it would have"
"You left me. You made a pet out of me, and then you left me. If love were food, I would have starved on the bones you gave me."
Still mess around with music?
Of course, but right now my main focus is getting and staying sober.
Off to rehab.
Goodbye to everyone for a little while. I’ve finally hit my bottom and will be heading into detox/rehab tomorrow.
I will not have access to my cell phone or internet while I’m there so if you would like to be my pen pal while I’m there please send me a message with your address so I can write it down and send you letters while I’m away. Thank you to everyone who has supported me through this time of my life. Hopefully in a month or so I’ll be back clean, sober, heathy, and serene.
This is the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make but I know I have to do this before I end up insane, in jail, or dead. Again, thanks so much to everyone who has supported me. It is really and truly appreciated. Every little message or ask I get with encouragement really does help. I love you all. I’ll miss you but I know I’ve gotta do this to save my life.