"I wonder if your chest ever aches at the sound of my name the same way mine does whenever I hear yours."
A simple update.
I’m doing surprisingly well. I’ve found a new sense of freedom I never thought possible.
65 days clean and sober. It’s a strange feeling, but its actually pretty good.
I’ve gone workout crazy the past 3 weeks. 10 pounds lost and 3 inches off my waist. I am pretty stoked to say the least. Going to another spinning class tonight. Still got about 40 pounds till I reach my goal, but at this rate I should get there pretty fast. I go to the gym pretty much everyday now, gotta love those natural endorphins! Also dieting like a mother fucker. 1200 calories or a little less everyday + working out at least an hour everyday is really doing the trick. Pretty much kicking ass ova here.
Sober living is a lot more fun than I thought it would be. The girls in my house are pretty amazing. We all get along so well even though we are all so different. We can all learn something from each other. I’ve made so many new friends in the past 2 months, and reconnected with so many old ones.
I got to see Ashley last week and that was pretty dope. We went to Disneyland and had a fabulous time. It was interesting being around people who ate marijuana edibles and having no desire to do that at all. One of her friends got waaaay too high and could barely function all day. I just kept thinking to myself, “Thank god that’s not me.” I can’t wait till I can go to SLO and visit her again. I had a fabulous time last tiime I went up there and I’m sure I will again.
I suppose that’s all for now. Tootles!
"You want to know how I got these scars? Well, I ripped every last piece of you out of my smile."
"Sometimes you have to give up on people — not because you don’t care, but because they don’t care."
"I guess this is what it’s supposed to feel like, when we don’t talk anymore"